I need relationship advice!!! Please help!!?

Ok this is a very long long story so I will start at the beginning. My boyfriend well now ex or I don't know what he is now its complicated we have been together a year and 3 months. We love each other so much and two weeks ago he was talking about seeing moving in with me and marrying me. Well I am a very jealous person I own up to that and back in January he had talked to me about it and wanted to end it but gave me another chance. Well I was doing alot better and a week or so ago we went to one of his friends birthday partys and I made some jealous comments like asking him if he thought his friends girl(that his friend likes) was hot in front of everyone and stuff. Well after the fact I apologized and everything was fine. Well come a week later we were supposed to hang out that night and he said he was excited to see me and missed me and loved me. Well he comes over and eats supper with my family, cuddles with me, tells me he loves me and then 20 minutes before he leaves to go home tells me he doesn't think he is the right guy for me and my jealousy is out of control and he cant keep giving me chances. I begged him for 20 minutes to not do this to try with me and he kept saying he cant he cant and left. Well then come the next day I asked him if we could just take a break and try later and he said we will see. I later told him that day I had some ideas to fix us and he was like ok send them to me and I will read them later in the night. Well come the next day I called him and he was like I got them and I am thinking about them this was Saturday. Well sunday I asked him if we could talk about it and he said about what and i said my email and he was like not tonight and i was like why not I really want to talk and asked If I even had a chance and he was like i gave you two chances thats all I can do and then I asked if we could be friends and try maybe later and he said if anything happens it would be awhile well later that night i told him i would give him a week to think about everything I said and make a decision and he said he would think about it all for me....so I send him a heartfelt message monday telling him i was sorry for all i did and all my feelings and left him alone for a whole week...so I texted him yesterday and asked if he wanted to go to supper and he said he had a lot of packing to do for a concert(i already knew about) and so i said i understood and told him i've really matured and figured out how to fix myself and got no answer from him and then later that night i asked if he wanted to go to see a group for his birthday with me still and he said he would let me know and said we can talk sunday just to text him......so my questions are.....he is a really caring sweet guy and is always honest with me so if he got that email message from me monday and was really over it wouldn't he have told me when i opened up the opportunity yesterday? Do I even stand a chance in hell? I feel like jealousy is not a reason to break up over especially when you have been through so much together.. help me out people thanks!!!I need relationship advice!!! Please help!!?
Give it a while let him think about it. Don't keep pushing by texting him and saying you've matured and all of that just give him some breathing space. I always end up making that mistake in my break ups.