Please help with some relationship advice. Thanks.?

I told my boyfriend that I wanted to wait till marriage and I made a mistake and slept with a few times. I told him I felt pretty guilty and I would like not to have sex with him again, so we went a few months without having sex and then I broke my promise again. I feel so shameful because now he is going to think I'm not faithful or truthful and I wont think I can't commit to thinks because I didn't commit to my words and probably think he can't trust me. He loves me a lot and cares and respects me. What should I say to him so he doesn't get the wrong impression? He was talking before this happened he wanted to spend the rest of my life and he thinks i'm the one, but I don't want him to get the wrong idea and change his mind, I love him so much and I don't want to lose him.Please help with some relationship advice. Thanks.?
Well, I think that you should stop telling him that you want to wait until marriage. You obviously broke that promise already, there's really no need to make it again. I think that if things heat up, you should tell him whether you want to or not. That's it. I don't think that you should just keep making promises you don't intend to keep. If you just commit to everything else, then I think you're good.





Just say yes or no when the event comes up.